Why do I do this to myself?
Recently after eating like I was going to the chair I came to the conclusion that I suffer from binge eating. I spent some time on the web and realized that I had a legitimate problem. This is what has been standing in my way over this last year of constantly trying to lose weight. I've always been guilty of doing this. It used to be on weigh in day for Weight Watchers. I would starve myself the morning of the meeting until I would weigh in, then I would binge eat for the rest of the day, not counting points and just hanging my hat on the fact that I had a whole week to "work it off". I somehow ended up being successful with my weight loss pulling this crap the last time. This time the reality of life and not concentrating that "Free Food" day to one day has kept me at a stagnant weight. I am close to the heavest I have ever been and from what I've been reading, that is not helping my disorder. Now please don't mistake me opening up about t